B's life

I just check on the telegraph that most streets are getting boarded up because of the G20, what is up with all of this?
It seems that the summit is causing more trouble before it even starts.

From telegraph, london boarded up

I really need to start keeping myself busy so that I can keep going and not give up. This may be a perfect opportunity for me to forget about my ex and start thinking about the future.

My aim atm is to lose the last 6-7kg and build a good chest so that maybe I can hit off with someone better than my ex.

I recently was in a realtionship but ended because of being honest. I told her a lot of things about my situation with my visa and that has ended up getting her very upset.

Note to self:

• keep things like that to myself
• whitelies are ok
• don’t rush things
• make yourself hard to get

this first relationship got me thinking about other ones and this has given me a lot to think about. I’ve learnt not to mess things up and to keep things cool.

Anyway after this breakup I’ve been hitting the gym, with one motivation in mind; lose as much fat and to get a really good body so that I can show her what she is missing out if I ever see her.

Well it beats anything in motivation for me atm.

here is a one year comparison of my progress