lately I have experience the best thing in life but for it to be taken away. For the first time in my life I had a girlfriend, I had a job, I had a future. But it all got taken away around the 13th of February.
My life started to crumble, I lost my job on the 16th of feb and two weeks ago exactly I lost my girlfriend (Alex).
Life is pretty hard, they give you things to lose. This is just a vent off.
I am getting deported because my solicitor messed up with my application and because the HO found that I was earning too much for my age to classify me as dependant.
Life doesn’t want me to win.
ATM I am just living day by day trying to sort things out, going to the gym and losing the pounds off until my gym membership runs out.
I really need something positive that will help me in my life. ATM it feels that everything is one thin thread which is just about to break anytime. I don’t want to go back now. I want to earn my degree and then move on with my life.
I really need something to change for the good for me and my family. Its unfair.
