scared

hmmm for some reason i just really really scared. You know that feeling where your heart just beats fast and you have this weird sensation of a cold sweat.? welll this is getting to me, I’ve had it for a few hours and its just annoying!

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arrr just tired!, Morning!

I just woke up at 13:30 today from a text from my mate, i just couldn’t and didn’t want to wake up. My chest and shoulders are in pain. I don’t think I’m heading to the gym today. Just a bit too much of a pain. My muscle just feels a continuous burn and its …

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Today

Went out tonight, well I didn’t expect to stay heading to found and bars so I had to leave early. Starting to head home now. Just knackered. I just want to go sleep. Ohhhhh man realised I’m very shy and can’t walk up to randompeople to have a convo. I thought I coulis but not …

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Morning, everyone.

Morning, everyone. seems like I might be staying home today, I’m just going to work on my website. Just a bit scared about a friend of mine who has cancer. She is thinking of pushing us away so that we don’t get hurt. I’ve told her we’ll be there, i’ll be there for her no …

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nearly got deported yesterday at eaton house in hounslow. Fucking scary and im still shocked they tried to do it. all because they ‘seem’ to not have a piece of paper that i’ve shown them before. arrr useless

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