this is just giving my head in

Just the thought of trying to talk to C bothers me to a point to where I don’t want to talk to her. I feel like a let down. So far I am only talking to R, R doesn’t know that I haven’t replied to C’s text. I feel like i’ve lost C’s respect and …

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pissed

just pissed at everything atm. my mate C, just lashed at me while i was trying to help. This has been the 5th time i’ve pissed her off. I am really thinking back at the relationship/friendship i have with her. I feel just frustrated and angered at her most of the time. I just don’t …

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confidence with skype

I’m thinking of building my conversational skills and communication over skype. I’ve just ordered a new webcam and I’m going to try practice a few minutes a day talking to people randomly online to get conversation goings. And I will slowly move to doing it to random people on the street. I know it seems …

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morning

woke up today at 12:00 to some eggs, baked beans and mushroom. That was filling. was good Once woken up my dad asked me to sit next to him to chose a car, I thought ok cool, but he kept asking stupid question he knew the answers to. He was just annoying, however, we did …

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