fucking day

Im at work today. I forgot to bring my keyboard and i’ve got a lot of thiings to do. This morning i feel a bit shit, i was really numbed out. Last night i couldn’t take my propranolol because i ran out. So i went to the chemist in the morning to get another 2 …

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mental health

some time ago i intereviewed someone f or a job. he was working in a pizza factory. he was struggling and i felt bad. i wanted to take him on board but i couldn’t. he was not in ga good position. he was struggling. he went to do courses to get a better life but …

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feeling better today

today i am feeling a bit better, i didn’t do much. but i am aching all over my body. i wasn not able to do my work work as i just was focusing on my self and watching tv. i am currently closing my eyes to type. interesting how far we’ve grown. especially when i …

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10 years on blogging

wow times does fly by. i’m now 30 and im looking at my blog since i started back in 2008. it has been a ride, a very long ride. The way i write and express myself have changed…drastically. I was reading my old posts and I felt awkward to read and it was refreshing to …

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what now…

now that i am single again… i need to rebuild myself. at the moment i dont feel like doing anything. I have no joy or will to do anything. I feel my life is a waste at the moment and there is very little that i can do to change it. I pray everynight before …

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